ok..its kinda awkward to write a diary so late since I've started my first blog long ago!
I've made a mistake that I implemented too many ads ( to gain cash ) for ads purpose while this ads attracted millions of reader to read my diary.
Diary was suppose to be secret. No one shall know about the existence of it except the writer.
Why diary shall be secret? Just not to hurt someone whom read it and " the message " might direct hit-back to the reader itself.
I write diary is to keep all my sadness and hatred in it. The diary will be my keeper. I can't simply voice out my sadness and hatred. Especially my family. They will contribute my " stuff " to everyone whom I know and I felt very depress from it.
Recently I've organized a group of 5 photographers include me to attend an event for shooting at a resort. Everything was smoothly process and everyone was happy. That's my purpose. Everyone happy and shooting.
This competition was all about Staff Indoor Party. Just shoot those attend the event. That's simple. I might not take it seriously. Just shoot shoot and play around as the competition first prize was only RM500 and a night stay in the resort.
After party ends , every photographer put a high hope into it include me. I've used many types of artistic shots with it. Thought will bring blossom to the garden.
After few days, As the judge released the notice. We quickly pack our stuff and ready to receive the prize. My team of 5 won the competition. I was suppose to get first prize ( i hope ) but unfortunately ... I get the last piece of cake.
Consolation just a ticket for 2 free buffet in the resort. What the F~! I'm so UNHAPPY about it. Why my artistic shots can't be acceptable in the scene? According to the manager, he said that the panel judge are those " old-fashioned " uncle aunties.
Everyone was happy except me. During in the meeting room ( after prize giving ),
One of my friend mentioned that his cam is lousy but can get better result than me. What the hell? hey I'm your friend you aren't suppose to be that mean. I know I get a lousy result. My shots unacceptable. So? Old typical malaysian are meant to be this way. I know I can get better result that night but just that I got no mood to implement those nice shots into the scene. I don't know what happend to me.
Is this friend consider a real friend? We had agreed that to buy some gadgets to contribute to the team after getting reward. This farker got 2nd prize and it's RM300 + 1 Night Stay for 2.
He used up his cash for other purpose. That's against our rules. He told me that he spend RM180+ for a dinner with a model which is going to be our model for shooting this Sunday.
Hey that model was his ex-class mate and I why the hell are u going to spend so much for something that doesn't worth? We promise to contribute something to the team ok?
We need gadgets more than ex-classmate cum model.
Sometimes I personally felt that when we met something like small cases as this, eventually it will shows you whom your real friend are.
I'm still unhappy with this and I don't think I will like to join this team again.
Furthermore, he's going to establish a so called studio. He has no experience in this field. At first I was going to give him a real big support. But after this situation, I think I had to think twice. He register the company under his own name and his house as address.
It seems like we are working under his management. Hey? Like a dog u see?
Friday, July 4, 2008
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